You drive me insane. No really, you. You who I don't ever see, you who I barely even know. Ohhh, but you know me, I've told you everything..you asked! You want to know all these things about me, but say nothing about yourself. You drive me nuts. Just when I think I'm okay, just when i think i have everything figured out, here you come..again. Again, throwing me for a loop, making me think, and therefore, making me unhappy. Think about how i hate being here, how this is not what i want to be doing, how everything is wrong. Just wrong. How are you..oh yeah...wow...great. Yeah but how's your social life. ugh, oh yeah not so great? how do you just get all this things out of me. you don't even need truth serum! just flies all out of my mouth as soon as you ask. You're interested. therefore interesting.

Oh shit. i'm stuck. i signed a lease. oh shit. oh shit. fucking shit. i can't leave now. i have to wait a year and a half. damnit, i fucked up. i can't decide what i want to eat let alone where i want to be in a year. my mind changes as much as the colors in a psychedelic video. now i'm really freaking out. what is happening? I'm stuck! somewhere i don't want to be!

You make me want to be myself. Make me want to do the things i love. make me realize the things i don't love. you make me realize how i'm trapped. it makes me sad. it drives me nuts. i want to be around you more, if i had more people like you, maybe i could be who i wanted, do what i wanted. i've only ever had people who wanted me to do this and that. you want me to be me. you support me. i barely know you, but you want to know me. you're an angel.